I dont give a fuck about the title of this.

I fucking hate that i have dependency issues. Deep rooted, and completely unhealthy dependency issues. I can provide for myself, i can live by myself. i can do literally what the fuck ever by myself. But i dont want to. I WANT someone. I NEED someone. I have depression swings of just "fuck i need someone." I need someone to be vulnerable around, i need someone to bitch too, i need someone to just fucking be there. To lighten my day, and all that other gay shit. This problem started with women, and ill end it with women. 3/4 of my relationships ended abruptly, when i thought it was at it's peak. 3/4 just fucked with my emotions. It's fucked up, it doesnt effect them. It effects ME. Thanks, fuckers. Without Love, Bryan.